If I told you a day went by
and you didn’t cross my mind,
I’d be telling a lie.
Facing the reality that maybe,
just maybe you grew out of me?
Maybe out of the potential you thought we had
Or you were just scared of what you knew I had to offer.
Falling for you seemed so easy,
so effortless,
so quick.
Before I knew it was already about more than good dick,
but about a dynamic that was undeniable between two similarly opposite personalities.
You turned smiles into never-ending laughter,
even when I wasn’t around you.
I found myself daydreaming about me physically drowning in you,
deep into who you are.
Finding out everything I thought I should know,
I soon realized I began to invest in you one hundred percent;
no ifs, ands, or buts about it.
But you weren’t
But you,
you had a change of heart.
I can’t even say I know who you are.
A love jones is what I’ll call it,
a strong sexual attraction that became a mental union.
One that had a capacity you couldn’t handle,
but ironically I was up for the challenge.
Ready to prove them wrong,
the Zodiac wanted to see us fall.
Thanks for a good laugh,
great time, and another heartbreak.
Feelings hurt?
I just engulf in work,
pushing sorrows to the side and moving onto the next pretty pair of brown eyes.

Mel